Dec 14, 2003
A Useless Life.....
.......I havnt wrote in this in like a few days more like week ive been extremly busy getting ready for christmas and like worring about problems ive been having...i dont really know ne more cause now im single and it sucks and i kant and i just dont no ne thing like i really dont know and everythings been so confusing... since the past week or so and school just seems like a drag and like im not happy at all and ive talked back to teachers and i usually dont do it all that often and ive been slacking in homework and my parents its all ways about getting A's and i cant get them because im just not capable and like my grades have been somewhat good but like things are just marjorly confusing.... like i dont no ne thing or what i want or what i want outta life... I know im prolyl just complaining to you but i guess thats just how i feel now...but ill prolly be this way for a while so dont expect me to be extremly happy when i see yoo because i prolly wont be! I will proly just be a depressed version of myself like i sed no reason to be happy/? EveRythings gone things have changed NOTHINGS the same and like i sed schools a drag...my lifes a drag...
Mood:Eh..Dont care...About ne thing!!
Wearing:My red and nvy blue pants and my blink 182 shirt and my red hoodie and my blink 182 wrist band
Watching: Urban Legends
Music: I was listening to Taking back sunday "Cute w/out the E"(cut from the team)
-Danielle-
Posted at 04:27 pm by XxBaByXXdAnixX
Dec 5, 2003
Hm Today was a good day but somethings were eh...
*Today was Pajama DAy*
* Today amie and dan started going out!*
Today was a good day it was fun tho so many girls are sluts and lets see i went to the mall today to it was fun i hung out with efrain and corey cause me and amie saw them i got new laces and a mood ring thing! I will write my skool schedule later im to tired plus im talking to ppl so ... thats abuot all that happend nothing really too exciting but ill add more to this entry later! Ill write more tommrow!
*-I really love u Kevin-*
Mood:Was happy but now im okay but today was okay i was like really freeked!
Wearing-Red hoodie and jeans and my pj shirt from skool..man i wish i was still in my silky pants he he
Watching: Simpsons
Music:Nothing
Posted at 10:04 pm by XxBaByXXdAnixX
Dec 4, 2003
Hmm Whadda Day!
*Today was Open House For LockPoRt*
Hmm today was an okay day not the bestest but it was kool... In Homeroom: I Complained and fought with people and found out my English teacher is pregnant!...Boy o boy! Vocab/English:hm this was fun the boys kept singin i the baby bak ribs song because our teach is preg. she kept eating god!! It was some what fun! Math:This was retarted we started eqations and thats a pain in the ass i hate it! Computers:I finsihed my essay then talked somewhat and then thats all this class is boring the teach is a dick! Recess: We stayed inside i talked to amie mostly and decorated the lockers lmao amie omg lol! Lunch:Nadia our song Fries and cheese lol omg! Lotta fun! Gym:Hmm this was fun the boys had to run like a million times b/c they were being bad bad bad bad it was kool tho thats about all there and we did push up test but i already took mine....Homeroom: hmm we had to read but i talked to amie very quietly.... then after this we had History: I got introuble because i wasnt doing my work and i was talkin to michael (my son) The whole time and nolan a lil bit it was kool!!!! Then we went home and when i came home i got readi to go to open house then i went there it was okay! Then i came home and now im gunna do home.work then go to bed! I will write some more tommrow!....
>> I Love YOu KeViN<<
Mood:Hmm okay not the best!
Wearing:Red hoodie and khaki pants and my red belt
Watching:Full house
Music:Nuttin
*~* danielle *~*
Posted at 08:34 pm by XxBaByXXdAnixX
Dec 3, 2003
One of those Good days
*{ R.I.P Mrs.Gura and Kathy Sanders }*
Today was an okay day it was bettter then yesterday! Homroom: I talked practically to vani all morning and did my gay ass log in and we did some meditation thing i figured it was just a way for mr.b to get us to close our eyes so he can do w/e he wanted! Vocab: Nothing really half of the class left so i talked to kailtyn mostly and talked about out GAY PRIDE LMAO! Math:Did nothing but talk and do some gay problems..Science:We did work and work with some rockz or what eever....Recess:omg so much fun but i fell and got woodchips in my skirt and i fel and scraped my leg me and vani had fun fun! Lunch:Was boring talked to nadia alot! Homeroom:I had to go to play practice.. PLay Practice:hated it some kid wouldnt leave me alone i was gunna shoot the kid they wouldnt leave me alone ! It was another terrible play practice. Homeroom: Talked to vani and decorated lockers with amie and gloria..hmm not fun i was getting pissed! Thats about all i came home and went to the store almost got ran over lol my mom pulled me outta the way and lets see it was alotta fun! Then i came home came online for an hour then went ta bed..Ill write again tommrow!
Mood:Happy but still depresed
Wearing:GC SHIRT ANd some jeans
Music:Nothing
Watching:NOthingPosted at 09:35 pm by XxBaByXXdAnixX
Dec 2, 2003
>Today was an "okay" day<
*- Today Was Step-Up day at LockPort Central and East Campus-*
Today was an okay day .... At school i got there and we had HomeRoom:I did my login shit and then me and kelsi left for step up day and that was alot of fun we just walked up and down a whole lotta stairs too man that skool is fukin big but i dont no my day was all good then i went back to school i got there in time for Science: In science i did nothing but talk to vani and get in trouble but its all good! Recess: I talked to vani alot and we just talk about some shit.... Lunch: Lunch was okay and i guess it was kinda boring then We had History: WE got into groups and id idnt do ne work got in trouble but i was talking to Nelson the whole time then we had gay ass Gym: We had to do some push up test it sucked ass but i did okay i got 21 and thats what i needed but yeah not to brag ..... i hate it ne way gym is the most fucking gayest thing ever then after te test i talked to vani a whole bunch! Then we went back to Homeroom: And got readi to go home ,... At home i found my bro laying on the couch .... i wish i had a camera i cant wait till tommrow cause i might go chill wid my bro all afternnon he got like $740. dollars from work or w/e i cant wait just hope he remembers cause he is forgetfull then my mom came home and it was just hell from there because its just the x-mas season i guess so bitchy..She yelled at me a few times for no reason so i just came on the net and stayed on because i didnt feel like getting yelled at again but its all good it was kool and now here i am tired...exhausted...still depressed ppl still piss me off but i say im in a lil better mood then i was yesterday!.....Ill write some more tommrow hopefully it will be a good day i just need one of those!
*[ I Love You Kevin ]*
Mood: Depressed....Tired...Exhausted..bored
Music: Nothing but about to listen to Blink 182
Wearing: My Pj Pants and my sPonge bob shirt that i got from winsconsin (sp)
Watching: One tree hill
Posted at 08:28 pm by XxBaByXXdAnixX
Dec 1, 2003
...Really BAd Day... LONG ENTrY
* Tommrow Is Step Up daY At LOCKPORT*
........tOday Was One of the worstt dayz!...I dont no maybe its just me but ive been soo sad today and mad i dont no why well actuallly i sorta do and so does vanessa i dotn really wanna talk to ne one! Except maybe Vani and Kevin! I guess maybe they'd be the only ppl who'd understand But life sucks and i dont get it i dont no why!....People i think just like to piss me off...Its like no matter how nice i am or how hard i try its like i always get shit back! Its like When im nice to people they act nice to me but then they just talk shit and i no vani or kevin wouldnt do that...Today vanessa u asked me a ? that like hit me now and u can ask if u dont remember but i dont no what id do and i think id die and lock myslef up and id hope ud be ther for me lol! I dont no why im sayin lol cause its not that kind of day! At school in
HomeRoom:
I talked to vani most of the time and talked to a few ppl and talked about my wkend with a few.. My day was starting of good.... Vocab/English:
Hlaf of the class left but we took notes b4 that and then mrs.botka made us work on our homework which sucked and i hated it!,but we got to talk...Math: We only had 5 ppl in out math class so we played uno and i begged the teacher for some more candy than i had and i annoyed him so then he just gave me a lollipop but the other math class had to do work..Things were still kool in math... Science:
This is were things started to get soo bad... Kayra sorta made me mad she couldnt tell me something so i got pissed and we took notes and i guess the teacher was teaching but i wasnt really listening cause i was bothering Kayra to tell me what she knew..She wouldnt tell me so i gave up and snapped my arm with this rubber band and it looked somewhat awesome!.... At Recess: things were soo fucking bad and i needed to talk to someone so i talked to vani the whole time and she noz what sorta shit im going throu right now and lets just say i hate most people right now b/c they are liers and i dont no but i thank caitlin lots lol! And then at Lunch:Things were kool nadia was losing it thou and we got throu 15 min b4 the boys started tlaking about nasty shit and lunch was disgusting so i didnt eat... :( Then after lunch we usually have readong time but instead half of our class had play practice and unfortanitly i did! PLay Practice:
This was the most annoying gayest things ever it upset me alot b/c people are soo annoying and such jerks and steven.s smells and he needs to bug the fuck of because if he touched my hair or tlakd to me again at that fuggin play practice im gunna shoot him and the teacher didnt do ne thing about it and if that kid brett talks to me again im gunna kill him to they would not leave me alone and i wanted to be alone and i dont no how many times i yelled at them!!! And then i yelled at this lil kid tyler hes in 2nd gr. and hes giving the ppl the bird so i bitched at him and i was just havin the worst day and i had a headache and shit just sucked... Then after this night mare we went back to HomeRoom: I told ppl how bad practice was and i wanted to cry and i think vani seen me and we talked but then i had to say things i was thankful for and i didnt want to but i did and i think i got a bad grade on that because he callled on me and i was like what do u want and he told to read my h/w shit and i was like fine w/e and i dont no and then i chilled with vani for a while and talked it was kool then i went home..Things were cool cause i was home alone i needed to talk to some one i guess the day just sucked so i came online for like 2 hours and then i left and cleaned my room! Wrote in my journal thingy or this thing i write in when im depressed and then after that i did nothing and i came back on here and here i am now so that was my soo fucking bad day....more shit happend but i cant tell u all of it but ill write some more tommrow maybe it will be a good day because...Its Step up day for lockport and i get to miss some school...i just hope its better...I need something to brighten me up......Or at least something fun i hate school i dont want to go back i think its soo retarted....
*-I Love You Kevin-*
Mood: Depressed..Mad..Not in the mood for ne thing
Wearing:My Shorts from under my skirt and then my t-shirt
Music:Nothing
Watching:Everwood nd flipping to Wild Boyz
*~ dAnielLe ~*
Posted at 08:32 pm by XxBaByXXdAnixX
Nov 30, 2003
One Of ThOse BorIng StuPid DaYz
Today nothing really went on it was one of those suck ass days were i did nothing at all. But we did decorate some what for christmas but i didnt help much. Thats practically all i did today it was soo boring nothing exciting at all! I mean today felt like the WORST day ever. Dont ask me why it just seemed like it and it was annoying. So thats all i did today nothing exciting so ill stop boring u with this entry and im gunna go clean the room then probably go to bed!
»*>I Łove „ou Kevin<*«
Mood: Not Happy :(... Bored...felt useless...
Music: Someting Corprate and Anema of the State (blink 182)
Wearing:My LockPort Shirt and my Gray Pants
Watching:Viva La Bam
Posted at 07:21 pm by XxBaByXXdAnixX
Nov 29, 2003
*^* Today Was A Good Day *^*
Today i was at amie's so thats why i didnt write in this yesterday because i went to amies house and spent the night it was soo much fun there we took like 10 pics of ourselves and we went on the comp. and i ate some white stuff lmao amie LOL! And then like we went to the st pats boyz games and our boys games and then amie had her game but b4 that zak ,dan,and paul stopped by then we went to her game then we went to the movies and saw haunted mansion or something like that it was great! :) Um aShlee and amie and mike.s and KEVIN and jeff went and vanessa with her two lil cousins her were really young but good the whole time and 3 lil bad boyz and girls sorta sneaked out!! But it was okay! Thats all that really happend and here i am now gunna go to bed and that went on tonight and yesterday was kool too!
I love u Kevin!
Mood: Happy :)
Music: Blink 182
Wearing-My Red hoodie wid my spongebob shirt under it and then my signed jeans and my wrist band< HEHE nd thats it!
*:>Danielle<:*
Posted at 10:32 pm by XxBaByXXdAnixX
Nov 27, 2003
.:>: HaPPy ThaNksGivIng:<:.
*Happy Thanksgiving*
Today i had my Grandma and Grandpa come over for dinner. My brother came over to! Then Amie came over and now shes spending the night and were going to stay up alll night ! My sister also came over it wuz fun! Amie likes Dan! LoL~ Shell be mad at me now lol! But nothing really else to say cayse all i did today and talk shit with my family and Im happy that amie is over now! Were prolly going to see Bad santa tommrow! Um today was fun with amie we um named our boobs lol were very cool lol um i choked and she saved me lol how come we dont get in the paper lol !! Um we looked throu the phone book and found everyones numbers like ME ...Kara, Kevin,Michael.S, All our teachers,STeven,Dan WE NO WHERE U ALL LIVE LOL! Um lets see My bed is the best! My brother loves me! My bro is nicer then AMIES LOL! Um lets see i almost drank a pop with boose in it and i got yelled at Amie drank beer last night lol shes gunna smake me that i sed that shes spending the night woo! She has a problem with me getting naked lol j/k she dont care lol! WE alwasy have fun together! Im wearing spongebob undies today lol i was waering CHEERIES yesterday and i spelt that wrong i no ! LOL u prolly thinkg im nasty now but w/e i dont care what u think lol! I hope everyone had a good thanksgiving Cause i did today was the Best! I hope someone jumps of a bridge cause she thinks shes gunna get someone which shes not ahh! I hope amie gets wahts she wants and i cant say what she wants lol Stef good luck wid ur lil man and i no what u really want lol OMG this is really long!Thats all that went on today! Ill write more tommrow!
Mood: Happy <font sml="AgHSBxI=">:-D</font>
Music: Blink 182 and My Radio
Wearing: Simple PLan Shirt and My Jeans And a wrist band lol Its SMells Good i cant tell u what kind it is!
I LOVE KEVIN!! -Danielle-
Posted at 08:10 pm by XxBaByXXdAnixX
Nov 26, 2003
*Today is A boring Day!*
:.Today Is Dan's 14th Birthday!:.
^ I told him he was gunna be a big boi!<
.:Today Amanda Goes To tennesee:.
Today i did nothing we had a half a day of school but i didnt go! Instead i slept untill like 9:30 and Then went out to lunch with my mom and aunt and grandma and my cousin Sarah at 12:00. Nothing exciting there happend really. Then i came home went online and waited for amie to get on and then amie got on and i called her im not doing ne thing today at all! Not that i know of! So i decided to make this because i was so bored! I will write more again!
*I love You Kevin*
-*.:Danielle:.*-Posted at 04:01 pm by XxBaByXXdAnixX
